No words to write

Has no words to write. Sometimes silence is your best friend. Sometimes it is better to weep and mourn then deal with the pain. It is better to hurt then feel empty inside. BUt I wish these feelings were easy to control. I will be overwhelmed with fear and sorrow. I will drown in the pain of life. I will hurt.
The lives of those we knew and lost will influence us for the rest of our lives. They are gone but not forgotten. They will be our guiding light and guardian angels forever and they will love us.
In the dark if you squeeze your eyes really tight and take a deep breath you can feel their arms around you, their voice in your ears telling you everything will be alright and you need not fear.
No need to fear and no need to cry.
To those who have lost I understand, I will weep along with you and I will not be ashamed
To remember those we need to remember
To those we need to remember
We need to remember
To Remember
Remember

Of Drowning and swimming

Of flying and Falling now of Drowning and swimming. we flounder in water, we splash in water, we float in water but mostly we drown. Drowning in a graveyard of water.
Water water all around
Water Water on the ground
Water water from above
Water water falling down
Is drowning as uncomfortable as they say it is? Is it painful? Drowning seems so peaceful being blown to bits seems so sudden. Sometimes I feel like i'm drowning. Drowning in my own fault. Drowning in life.
Life comes and goes. Goes and comes. Sometimes it comes peacefully but other times it takes a swift kick in the pants and it's rights explained to it. Seriously people life is not as easy as you make it out to be!!!
Life goes up and life goes down
Life goes left and to the right
Then why am I wearing watermelon on my feet?!!
I am drowning more then I am flying right now. I wish it was the other way and I could fly home. Now it takes a lot more energy to swim up stream. It feels more like a flounder then a butterfly.
But don't worry I have my family blowing up those arm floaties for me.

Of Flying and Falling

As I sit and listen to the rain I wonder if the sky is sad? Sure there are scientifical reasons for it to rain but can't the sky just be sad? I know I am. Don't worry Sky I am crying along with ya. The tears rain down and get my feet wet and I know that I have walk bare foot. Analogy for something? No I really have to walk bare foot. I'm wearing Moccasins the day the sky decided to cry.
I think of the way that birds learn to fly. They walk to the edge and leap. Sometimes we have to leap not knowing if what will happen in order to fly. Sometimes we fall and never fly again but sometimes we spread our wings and soar. I know what you are all thinking. I should become a motivational speaker. Am I? Heck no!!!!!
I feel like a bird sometimes. I want to soar and fly but am to scared to approach the edge for fear of falling.
To fall through the air with out a care,
To land on the ground able to run,
To feel free when the chains are tightened,
Able to fly
Able to soar
Free to be who I want to be